I'm moving again. (Just to another complex in Lafayette. I no longer have a roommate so I had to find a single-bedroom apt.) I've always disliked moving, and the biggest chore of it for me has always been my books. I have quite a few.
As I was, for the second time in 10 months, packing them all into cardboard boxes, I thought for a second about the possibility of selling or donating them, but I immediately decided I couldn't.
It's not because I'm emotionally attached to stuff. I have on numerous occasions given away some of my favorite books to
friends. My philosophy about that is somewhat utilitarian: if I'm not
reading it right now, why not let someone else enjoy it? Loaning is an option, but I don't like burdening my friends with the guilt of never returning it. And I've never been much of a pack rat. I often have the opposite problem: if I don't perceive the immediate value of something, I can toss it into the trash with a zeal normally reserved for dirty diapers and junk mail.
But my books . . . my books are my pictures. I don't take a lot of pictures. (I have a nagging sense I'm going to regret that one day.) My books are snapshots of my soul's journey. They help me remember who I am, what I believe, how I've changed, who recommended this one to me, what I was going through when I read that one.
Luckily enough for me, I now buy most of my books on Kindle, so storage won't be an issue. I can keep all of my books, so I don't have to worry about forgetting important stuff, like who I am. Now I just need to work on putting my camera to good use, so I don't forget other important stuff, like my friends and family.
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